-salvador dali
my favorite artist <3
truth0Rdare?
hey my name is Hala. im 17 and about to be a senior. i hate school but im good at itt lol. im from syira. i speak arabic. im a big dreamer. i have a lot of thoughts. i love art of any kind. im constantly looking fot things to inspire me through music, words, drawings, pictures, and anything else in between. i draw & i wanna get better at it. im really impatient & easily annoyed & indecisive. but im a cool girl whose open minded & a good listeneer and an amazing friend! im searching and lookin to the future to see what God has in store for me. i keep changing my mind about what i wanna do and everything but hopefully ill find out soon.
xoxo
best thing ive ever seen! :)
tonight...
i wish i was sleeping on a moving fluffy cloud under a starry sky filled with all kinda of vibrant colors. where the wind blows gently n the moon is above shinning bright! :D
yeah right..i wish
gnite sweet dreams
Amen
lost
i kno i havent writtn in a while but i guess its cuz ive just been feeling lost. where ever i go whatever i do i always feel like im by myself. even if i am in a picture with a lot of people, im not part of that moment. i feel like the piece of the puzzle u shoved in where its not suppose to be….the glued part on a picture. i guess just rip me right out cuz i dont belong. crop me out or whatever. i even hate seeing my smile in those pictures. why am i even in those pictures?? its obvious i dont belong. out the loop. on the side. wheather im bymyself or in a crowd. that feeling that ive been gtting since the 1st grade is still there. walking into a room n feeling different. or being singled out. wheather its because i got blonde hair or cuz or whatever. im always the stranger. n i choose to distance myself. i dont want anyone around. or anyone to talk to. im stuck in my own head. full of thoughts. wheather im outside or im in…im locked inside my mind. i find happiness in my thoughts. no where else. not when im around ppl or not even when im alone. im so used to being sad its what i prefer n its what ive gotten comfortable with.
Who Cares?
so tomorrow school starts and even though its my last first day of high school…i couldnt really give less of a fuck. i dont have an “outfit” planned or anything ready.I NEVER LIKED school. Ever since 7th grade. So everyones like OMG i cant believe were seniors n im liek just get me out of here. i mean im gonna have to sit there from 8 to 3 and learn nothing wishing i can be LEARNING not just doing some shitty assignments. i decided to graduate a semester early. & by december im DONE!…i just hope im making the right decision i dont wanna stay. and i have no reason to. i mean i never even enjoyed high school except for 2nd semester 10th grade n 1st semster 11th grade. but thats about it. now all my friends are gone. im ready to start out in the real world. im passed homecoming and prom n senior trip. i dont care about it! i have bigger plans! im not going to go to any of that. im not missing out! so after school tomoro im just gonna go burn!(if u kno the vernacular for what that really means). im looking for my last day so i can get the 2nd semester started n actually do important work. but yeahh…i feel like im exactly where i was a year ago. ALOT has changed but i feel like im where i was. Feeling sad for some sort of reason every year. nothing is quite right and something/someone is missing every year! :/
whatever. im here to get it over with!
